Tuesday, January 25, 2022

The Cost of Living

Is the world more expensive, or did we come to realize that the cost of living is more than we are willing to pay?

A cave man sits in his rock-forged home thousands of years ago and ponders the stars. No city lights blur his vision. No sounds of traffic obscure the hum of nature, howling wolves, and frogs looking for companionship. All he sees is the unfettered night sky in all its glory. He does not get out a physics book to calculate its orbit or wonder how many lights years away it is. He only admires it for its aesthetic beauty, and possibly ponders what celestial artist created such an immutable tapestry.

Is it a modern problem to wonder and to worry? To wonder if all the furor and concern that comes across our eyes and ears every day is worth one ounce of anxiety. To worry that we have not made our mark on the world, as if the world cares how many heartbeats we have or road trips we take.

Now we worry each day about a demon we cannot see; a microscopic terror that seems to change everything about how the modern world operates. Does it care if we try to pray it away? Does it care if we are exercising our freedom to breath unfiltered air? Does it care if we miss human contact or are tired of staring at our omniscient virtual amusement boxes?

Now a modern man sits in his cave of brick and mortar, flipping channels until he lands on a commentator that thinks like him; proving his theory that the world is a dangerous and haunted place. That the microscopic terror is all in our minds and we should move and go as we please, as he rebuilds God in his own image.

The stars, blurred by the blinding lights of our confusion, no longer inspire us. We think the stars have lost their shine, yet they continue to flash the same brilliant show they performed when men dwelt in caves.

A thousand years from now, surrounded by a complex structure of unknown futuristic materials, men will gaze at the stars and ponder the same questions. They will never be answered. The generations will keep asking them, always wondering if life is worth it, always coming to the same lasting conclusion – maybe.

The cost of living will continue to rise until it evaporates like a mist, only to be inhaled once again by some future-enlightened generation of cave-dwellers.

 

Wednesday, January 12, 2022

She

She wears time like a shroud, gathers clouds for a winter coat.

What forces of nature convince her to hide her bravery in clinched fists?

What propels her onward when the end cannot be seen and purpose seems to hide its face?

When time drones on and on, one day melting into the other with no final destination in sight, hope begins to fade like the light in winter.

 

She builds a shelter out of straw, diamonds out of the fires of her daily hell.

What gives her patience when every problem seems to come to her at lightning speed?

What gives her the will to carry on when no one seems to appreciate the burdens of work, love, and sweat that she has carried for so many years?

When the days are shorter and the sunlight hides it’s face in the early evening, she lets down her hair and brushes out the debris and poisons that cloud her mind.

 

She brings money to the altar, offers a bleeding sacrifice in hopes that any god will hear her.

What led her to believe that having a child would take away the pain of daily living?

What gave her the image of motherhood as a shining beacon of light, a warrior wielding a sense of purpose that she believed would be cherished by the whole world?

When she brought forth her screaming children and endowed life into their lungs, she did not foresee the pain that would be returned to her tenfold.

 

She wishes on twinkling stars, lifts up a prayer of thanks for the gift of life, breath, and pain.

What calling can be more noble and what pathway can be more vital to a hurting world?

What can she give in return for the blessing of providing direction for small, lost souls in a world that seeks at every turn to lead them away from truth and goodness?

When she closes her eyes at night, she accepts the struggle as a willing sacrifice, trusting in her heart of hearts that there is purpose to this pain.